I think I may be suffering an existential crisis.

I'm confronted with questions like, "Who am I?" and "Who do I want to be?"

"What am I good at?" and "Where do I want life to take me?"

I have a psychologist, sure, but I only see her once a fortnight. It's the time in between where I'm suffering. I'm surrounded by people who love, care for and support me but part of me isn't sure.

I demand too much of people for which I do too little in return.

I used to think that, no matter what my problems might be, I could put other people's problems first. Now I'm not so sure. All I can focus on is me.

Is it wrong that I'm the most important person in my life at the moment? That I don't have time for other people and their problems?

Probably yes.

It's difficult to explain. But then these are difficult times. I have all your love and support; I just need to make it through.